Autism Sucks!!!!
Wow My son has had a couple of rough days, this autism really sucks ! No one knows unless they care for a autistic child 24/7....... Understanding I wish I had some support about this. It is so frustrating when he wants to bite, kick and throw his body around not . I have to find out what to do cause I just do not know. There are many "Experts" that study books and have no idea what life is about with an autistic child... Argh!! but on the bright side at least I am dealing with reality and not eating it down. Thank you God that I am in a 12 step program dealing with my food addiction. I can recall when my son use to have days like these I used to get food and stuff my face untill I could not stuff it anymore, And what did that do It damn sure didn't make the situation better oh hell naw it did'nt. But Thank you God for awareness I do not have to eat over this it will not improve my sons behavior........ But anyway wow that felt good to get it all out!! My laundry is almost done thats a good thing. I have to continue to pray pray pray I know God can hear me.......
It has been a while since I have made a post wow so much has happened first off I have been seriously ill. And I have to admit God had me on mute. I also lost my voice during my illness but I did not loose my abstinence. Thank you God!!!! April 1st was my 90th day of abstinence Woohoo If I can do this anyone can do it. Work the steps and be honest the key is honesty. It was not easy because I was a volume eater and a drive-by eater I have to remain honest or else I will loose my abstinence. Many people do not understand how it is to be a compulsive overeater. God has blessed me awareness Thank you God I now know that I have a disease and if I consume certain foods my reaction will be an allergic reaction of gaining weight It seems as if it is so simple to understand. But it takes wiliness!!!!! Thank You God I can finally honestly say now it is not about the food I have put the food down.
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