I just Had to Say it out Loud!!
Thank God for this day no matter good or bad Thank You for letting me feel and Grow!!! I am A Grateful Recovering Compulsive Overeater
Thank God for this day no matter good or bad Thank You for letting me feel and Grow

Updating ....Me.....

wELL FINALLY i HAVE A MINUTE TO UPDATE THIS BLOG, Wow I was just typing in capatals talk about laughing out loud but anyway My son's birthday was complete succeses. But I am so Glad that it is over. Thankful that I was able to give birth to my son on March 18, 2006, I remember that day very vividly. And to look at how he has grown into a beautiful sweet young man. And thank God I was able to walk around and go from store to store and not be miserable and not near passing out. I have to admit I did have trouble breathing a few times due to my asthma. I have been on medication prednisone for my asthma and At first I was scared when the doctor prescribe because I can recall onece before I use to binge while on that medication, But this time not a binge tickect only treatment for my illness what a difference. BUt anyway. It felt good to be able to get in and out the car running errands without my weight holding me back. However I am still having trouble with my asthma and the trigger hasn't been the weight I can say the trigger for my current bout of asthma is because of the common cold. I go to my regular doctor monday I can't wait I seen a substitute doctor last week while sick I cannot waat was it for the reaction of my doctor she may piss in her pants that would be funny as hell. But anyway Back to the birthday for my son. I really believe that my son has a understanding of birthday because the morning of his birthday I told him it was his special day and he will have fun and he gave me the biggest smile I ever seen in my life. I went to the other side of town to get a cake made without sugar so that I could get a slice. he he BUt anyway I took my son to Chuckie CHeese yesterday and I think I had more fun than he did.............

Babbling!

Whew talking about having a bug! Yesterday I thought my head and lungs were going to explode. My Head was plugged my chest was hurting It was all bad. But Thank God I did not eat over it!!! I can recall when I use to be sick and just Stuff it stuff it!!! Well this morning I was awakened by my son climbing on my head I did not want to get up, but I had too!!! Well thats the part of being a mommie. I got to love it... My days are filled with cleaning, cooking, laundry, being kicked, jumped on (by my son) Wow I have been cooking and cleaning all my life I remember being a mombut mie at 8 years old. I used to come home from school and when I got home my dad had to work or was overseas( he was in the military) or my mom was on her way home from work but anyways I was a mommy very early in my life. Since this is my blog I will say well write was on my mind... I am a little bit freaked out at people looking me up on line I hate that I feel stalked.... I have been deleting accounts left and right some of the accounts I can't remember but most I do I am just thankful that Most of my tracking online is weightloss and marketing well the marketing aspect I have a good following the weight loss issue is pretty much a lost cause it was quitfunny how I tried to loose weight via blog youtube myspace or whatever but well that part of my life is over wow I am watching Wendy WIlliams and I was distracted by Lance Gross That Man is Fine!!! Wow he is Sexy I had no idea He looks total different than he is on the house of pain... Looks like I have to go see that movie "Our Family wedding. And Wendy was all in that mans face LMAO!!! Ok Blog Later time for my dose of day quil

Wooo Woooo

Well I have been home all day my nose is plugged my voice is muffled but I am o.k And I am happy wow Happy having a damn cold. How crazy am I . In reality I am thinking about when I had a previous cold I complained and was in the Food. Boy was I . I can recall stuffing my mouth with food and not caring. My life has changed I am not stuffing my mouth What A miracle Thank God I see it. I am a long way........ My life is different I am Happy That I can say that My life is better than it was before. I have realized that I used to play the victim All ways I always was looking to blame someone for my problems I am learning to accept my problems and deal with them and not play the blame game. Wow A miracle...................

One Day Vacation

Wow I am so excited I am taking a one day out a town trip with my son mom and brother I am curious to see how will the day end up. Well I am so Glad I am not into the food I will be able to walk around and not complain about my back or my breathing Thank You Jesus!!! It is such a blessing to begin to feel my physical recovery. I am trying to remember when was the last time I went on a family outing with the family wow it has been a long time I am excited I will have to blog about it later Let me get going...........