Good Morning !!!

O.k Here I go again with another blog But there is a difference this time. It is NOT A WEIGHT LOSS BLOG!! Thank God because I believe I have several that are surfing the net that haven't been deleted .Now I understand if you have a problem with food a weight loss blog is not going to help you. It didn't help me anyway. I am a compulsive over eater" Wow o.k what is next? I have been working a twelve step program for just about two months now and my relationship with food is love hate. "I hate the fact I cannot love food" Yes I said it. Ha Ha Ha And the beautiful part about it is I am not the only one. But within the past few days God has been revealing something that I said I will never want to do.... Leave Flour and sugar well for today anyways, I have notice when I eat something with flour or sugar I get the "Mores" (I want more and more) This morning my son woke me up by jumping on my head while I was sleep, I thank God he is only 3 and 32lbs or else I wold not be typing Ha ha Autism blog coming soon. It is extremely difficult when my son has meltdowns or anytime when his autism is bothering him. I was so use to eating I have realized that I never dealt with them until now. I recall only complaining saying "Why me". But I have realized God must have known I could handle it Otherwise he would not have blessed me with my special child. Well I really need to get some food in me I tried to eat the eggs even though I hate eggs, I honestly tried I could not do it YUCK YUCK YUCK. Looks like fruit and veggies and black coffee for breakfast sounds boring but I have to get the nourishment in. Till later.............