Chicken Soup Moment

Wow Ha ha ha laughing is good for the soul, well thats what I have heard. I t has been a week since I posted here on this blog. wow what a ride. I had to weigh myself and wow I was not happy about that "I can't stand a damn scale"But I weighed myself and I do have some physical recovery. Thank God, But I will not focus on the weight!! I really can''t afford too. I want my recovery to stay honest It is beautiful And I love it Love it My life is much better.Although it is not easy not easy. I am so happy that my life is changing being more alert and taking time out for my son and putting my son before the food. It is so embarrising to admit for along time I put food before my son So sick Food ! wow I know food But just to know my life has changed is a blessing. I am unable to share my experience and journey with everyone, because "everyone doese not understand" "Push away from the table" "Have Will power" "Walk around the block" I was so sick of people that said that to me. No one understood my diesase of compulsive overeating. IT IS A DIESASE!! And I needed treatmentet Thank GOD

$$$$$DIET ADDICTION$$$$$$

Wow.. Just by writing down these items I am completely knocked down and this is not all of it ....... I Thank God for leading me to my twelve step program to deal with my food and diet addiction


This is only a small part I will continually add to this list there is more. Much More

Diet Foods

Nutri system
weight watchers
slim fast
herbal life
right size smoothies
full bar


Diet Pills
Dextatrim
alli
xantrex
waterpills
grapefruit
metabolife
lipozene
zenetrax


Diet Plans
soup diet
liquid diet
cabbage diet
southbeach diet
the atkins diet
biggest loser
fat smash diet
To be continued........

Off to a Good start.

Well Well Well I have been up for almost twelve hours now. I still have not had flour or sugar... Thank you God. But boy do I miss Bread Would not mind having a slice ha ha But it is o.k It is what it is. I am so loving the fact that I do not feel any pressure by doing this blog unlike any other blogs I have had in the past. That reason being is that there is no pressure No pressure I realize that diets don't work for me. I have a disease I am a compulsive over eater. Since I gain the knowledge of that My life has begun to change. I have bought so many exercise books, DVD,pills, diet plans, diet clubs, diet food and equipment etc. So Much Money....$$$$$$ I will put my List up.......

Good Morning !!!

O.k Here I go again with another blog But there is a difference this time. It is NOT A WEIGHT LOSS BLOG!! Thank God because I believe I have several that are surfing the net that haven't been deleted .Now I understand if you have a problem with food a weight loss blog is not going to help you. It didn't help me anyway. I am a compulsive over eater" Wow o.k what is next? I have been working a twelve step program for just about two months now and my relationship with food is love hate. "I hate the fact I cannot love food" Yes I said it. Ha Ha Ha And the beautiful part about it is I am not the only one. But within the past few days God has been revealing something that I said I will never want to do.... Leave Flour and sugar well for today anyways, I have notice when I eat something with flour or sugar I get the "Mores" (I want more and more) This morning my son woke me up by jumping on my head while I was sleep, I thank God he is only 3 and 32lbs or else I wold not be typing Ha ha Autism blog coming soon. It is extremely difficult when my son has meltdowns or anytime when his autism is bothering him. I was so use to eating I have realized that I never dealt with them until now. I recall only complaining saying "Why me". But I have realized God must have known I could handle it Otherwise he would not have blessed me with my special child. Well I really need to get some food in me I tried to eat the eggs even though I hate eggs, I honestly tried I could not do it YUCK YUCK YUCK. Looks like fruit and veggies and black coffee for breakfast sounds boring but I have to get the nourishment in. Till later.............