Autism Sucks!!!!

Wow My son has had a couple of rough days, this autism really sucks ! No one knows unless they care for a autistic child 24/7....... Understanding I wish I had some support about this. It is so frustrating when he wants to bite, kick and throw his body around not . I have to find out what to do cause I just do not know. There are many "Experts" that study books and have no idea what life is about with an autistic child... Argh!! but on the bright side at least I am dealing with reality and not eating it down. Thank you God that I am in a 12 step program dealing with my food addiction. I can recall when my son use to have days like these I used to get food and stuff my face untill I could not stuff it anymore, And what did that do It damn sure didn't make the situation better oh hell naw it did'nt. But Thank you God for awareness I do not have to eat over this it will not improve my sons behavior........ But anyway wow that felt good to get it all out!! My laundry is almost done thats a good thing. I have to continue to pray pray pray I know God can hear me.......